Finding Destiny

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"He had told me about a little dragon digimon that he had seen once he gave me a drawing of what it looked like."She said pulling a peice of paper from her pocket that had a little drawing of a petitmon."But the thing is i think he may not have actually talked to the digimon or even went to the digital world he is insane and what he said was true but i dont think he actually went to the digital world only saw it on his computer screen."Said akatsa.

[Naoko<Suku]

Naoko and Suku watched that paper come up. So he had a little dragon or at least saw one. Suku didn't see him as a threat at all. He guessed he would be attack the human if they ever met because the digimon didn't sound interesting. Naoko liked the thought of a dragon digimon. He saw dragons in paintings but he would love to see one in person. Or maybe they all looked like dinosaurs.

"What an interesting picture."

Naoko said with a smile. Wasn't the best looking but he could tell what it looked like. He admitted he probably couldn't do any better and being in this world did help his imagination fix the small errors.

"I probably saw that type some where but why remember."

Suku mumbled the last part not impressed at the level the digimon was probably at. If he still hadn't gotten his partner Suku didn't feel he needed to pay attention. He wasn't in danger psycho or not.

"Do you know that type of digimon, Kensi?"

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Kensi looked at the drawing"Ive seen him a few times but he digivoled to his in training level a while back keeps pacing around and wondering where his human is i guess he got tired of waiting he was usually in the same spot everyday since he got that first glimpse of his partner i could show you the spot where he used to wait but i dont think he will be there anymore and if he is he wont want to talk very much."Said kensi.

Akatsa had grown silent her normal peppy smile had been reduced to a frown of pure disdain she bit her lip and clenched her fists."I think i understand now, that little digimon was waiting for a long time for his partner to come and was filled with joy when they finally met but when he was left alone again he thought his partner would come back so day after day the little digimon would wait,staying in the same spot everyday hoping that his partner would come back but he never did.The digimon eventually grew tired of waiting and gave up hope leaving every trace of his happiness behind in the spot he had always waited in ever so faithfully."she said."So in short his partner abandoned him,left him to rot on his own."Said Akatsa.

Akatsa had her head down so that her eyes could not be seen,when she looked up her eyes had been narrowed into slits and she had an angered yet pained look on her face."Anyone who would do that to a digimon doesnt deserve to have one!He must have been told that his digimon needed him!"She shouted.She was enraged by this she stood up and began to pace back and forth her eyes seemed to be alight with fire.There was in fact a different side to this girl one that was only brought out by the worst of things.Then her eyes seemed to dull down the fire leaving her the anger subsiding"His partner may not have cared about him,but i do."Said Akatsa.She sat back down hugging her knees to herself.

Kensi looked at her sadly his ears drooping"Akatsa,i know you want to help him but unless you can drag his partner here and force him to stay then we cant do anything about it."He said.

"Why?"She asked.

"We cant help him because he's too attached to his partner."said kensi

"Not that why am i like this?"She asked."Why do i care so much about something ive never met? why does it hurt me to think about him?why does it make me want to get revenge on that human?Why does my heart feel heavy and my soul feel empty over something that has nothing to do with me at all?"She asked.

"I dont know but i have a feeling that your supposed to be this way."Said kensi.

akatsa remained silent she looked at her digimon with wet eyes

"akatsa?Do you think maybe you feel so strongly about this other digimon because it reminds you of me?"Asked kensi.

"No im sorry to say it but it doesnt remind me of you at all."she said."And thats not the reason why i care so much for him."She said.

"Then do you know why?"Asked kensi.

"I-I think its because i know how it feels,to be abandoned i grew up in an orphanage i never knew my parents of even believed I had them i asked some people there and they said i did but my parents were of the worst kind the had told me.They had been criminals and where arrested when i was just a baby one of the officers had taken me to the orphanage where i grew up alone i never went near the other kids and i learned to trust no one but myself until i eventually ran away."She said.

Kensi looked at her and went silent

Akatsa sighed"It takes a heavy weight to tie you down but all that you must do is cut the rope binding you to the weight and then you shall see your freedom."She said.

Kensi looked at the others"It means sometimes life will get you down but all you have to do is forget about your problems and everything will be fine."He said.

Akatsa looked up at naoko"But going through what i have has opened my heart up more i can feel other creature's pain and i understand what they go through and i can be there to help them if they need it or want it and it wasnt all bad i had more freedom than most would at that age and i was adopted by a nice man but hes dead now."She said .At the beginning she had a faint smile but when she had said dead the smile faded."Its true ive not had many friends i normally keep to myself i dont normally socialize and i still didnt even at school all i did was protect the weaker kids from bullies i never hung around with the kids i helped but there was one who i used to be around he was a very bossy kid and it seemed like he had a crush on me."said akatsa.

Kensi looked up at her"Did you like him too?"He asked

"Not really like i said he was really bossy and i dont like people like that but i do have a crush now."She said.

"Really?Who?"Asked kensi.

"Im not going to tell."Said akatsa grinning like a cheshire cat

"You dont really have one do you?"Kensi asked upset by this.

"I do really and truelly but ill never tell well not right now."She said.

[Naoko<Suku]

Naoko watched the human sized digimon look at the picture. Kensi seemed to know a lot of digimon. Probably more than his antisocial partner. He hunched over a bit more trying to observed the lizard as he dug through his own mind. Must have been a painfully search. Not for him but for his tamer as she grew silent with time. Not that she talked a lot when he did but it was more of a feeling in the air saying something was about to change the mood. Naoko nodded at Kensi. He was happy he was asking and not just telling.

"I wouldn't mind. We have nothing else to do."

Suku, on the other hand, sighed at the tale. He didn't want to wait so he got smart and pulled his human in. Why would the digimon wait? The human was his power and without him he could easily be destroyed if another digimon found out was he was. To evil digimon a tamers digimon was prime kill. For some reason they always think they are going to get a good fight. He thought ahead and got his human before he hatched. It was less dangerous that way.

"You do mind. You should ask me if I want to go first. I'm more important."

Naoko nodded gladly at his digimon but his smile dropped to confusion when Akatsa started to speak. She sounded down. He wondered what that was about. He listened to the speech about the digimon. He didn't see it as that sad. It was better to have seen him then anything else. It was like how he enjoyed those moments outside the home even though he was bullied and locked back away. He treasured that feeling and didn't think any living being would let it go.

Suku wasn't as nice about the thoughts. The digimon was a weakling to him. Depending on a human that much was a waste. They weren't made to hold responsibility. Only a few were useful and he just got the short stick and didn't know what to do with it. He floated up sliding up the back of Naoko's head to the top displacing the hairs with it. He shook his body letting some of the hairs go free and back to their normal placing.

These two weren't sad for anyone. Naoko wasn't the type to care about others who weren't affecting him. He was a kind soul but that soul only went so far. Suku wasn't any help on that matter either. If they met the digimon they might let it follow them or comfort it a bit. If it refused them they weren't going to push any buttons. The human could only get on Suku's nerves and it was easy to notice he wasn't above harming the weaker breed.

"A pathetic human and digimon. They're made for each other."

Suku said as the two, digimon and tamer. spoke to teach other trying to figure this all out. Naoko started not to like the words coming out of her mouth. Cut the ropes? Why? Those were people's effects, emotions and souls holding you down. Why would you cut them away? Negative feelings were as important as the positive. He could never forget his solitude or any loneliness or try to let it go. It was still his life and no matter how short he wanted to keep it all. Every second he could muster to remember. He plastered a grin on his face as she turned to him and continued. He wondered what happened to things let go. Did they die or could they find another home?

Soon she stopped talking ending with a positive note. It really didn't lighten the mood a lot but it was better than leaving it with the dead. Naoko lifted up his hand and rubbed Suku's head. His eyes were completely hidden by his hair as he gave a small laugh and spoke in a soft tone but unshaking tone.

"I can not feel as sorry for the digimon as you have. You can't expect every human to care about creatures on their computers. We delete and destroy things every day. Not even an explanation can convince everyone. It was someone's choice and the other party didn't like it. If I really wanted something I would fight for it and find any way to get it. Not just wait for it to come to me."

Naoko lifted his head a bit showing a bit of his eyes. Suku liked the petting but he would have to start numbering the amount of punches Naoko deserved once he digivolved again. Talking about digimon like they were things.

"If you just silently wait how will others know you even wanted it?"

Naoko was speaking but these moments were rare. So many words in one flow with a combined point control only by him. They were rare even in the human world and he would find in the digital world too. At this point Suku didn't mind.

"As a digimon I don't care of the other. I stole my tamer from his home and dropped him here. He can't leave without me telling him. He can't survive without my advice. He can't live without my judgement. The digimon was too nice to a human that clearly needed to be controlled."

Suku spoke with a snapped tone at the end. You really couldn't tell by his face but his eyes were slanted in annoyance. His tail wrapped around Naoko's neck like he wanted to hang the boy showing he owned this power source.

"If anything that digimon should continue to visit that world until his tamer submits. Your past might be sad but it isn't a reason to feel so sad for him. You tried and he didn't."

Naoko swayed happily. Suku complimented her. He guessed humans really weren't that bad in this book. But that wasn't true. Suku was just proving a point. His views still were the same.

"I agree with Suku. You had a hard time and grew but he just waited and even if he tried it wasn't enough to push him forward. Even with failure if you try hard enough it doesn't feel as bad. He wouldn't of been so morbid if he physically gave some of his heart."

The two spoke with Suku still on Naoko's head and Naoko slowly risen hunching only his shoulders and producing a small curve in his back. You could see one eye now as he gave a expression of happiness with only a bit behind it.

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Kensi sat next to his partner,his ears twitching as he tried to read his partner's emotions.Akatsa had a faint smile on her face but began to look around uncomfortably.

A small dragon digimon bounced past them it looked similar to the one in the picture .A patamon followed behind it flapping its wings in an effort to keep up.

[Naoko<Suku]

Naoko watched Akatsa get quiet again. Her digimon wasn't talking either. He guessed they were going to be a quiet bunch in this large team. Was everyone in the outside would this weird? He didn't know and he was starting to think he didn't want to know. He would rather Suku handle strangers. At least he seemed comfortable with it.

"Did I say something wrong Akatsa?"

Suku patted his human's head reassuring him a bit. These conversations remained him how odd the boy was but also how simple he was.

"You said nothing wrong. Its just human issues. Nothing for you to be fret over."

When the two digimon appeared Suku could admit he was interested but he quickly turned Naoko way from the scene. He directed him to a few babies and spoke to the boy trying to keep him busy.

"Look, bubbles."

Naoko was confused but didn't argue.

"I wonder how they are made."

One problem to the next. He hoped this didn't turn into a real question. He glanced back at the digimon trying to glare them away.

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"I have a feeling that something isd watching us."Akatsa said.

[Naoko<Suku]

Suku decided he was done. Hanging around this girl seemed to attract trouble. His job was the keep Naoko safe and just being here was a bad decision on his part. Looking around he curled into Naoko scarf again. He whispered words that made Naoko forwn a bit but he understood and nodded.

"Suku says we should leave. He doesn't want to put me in anymore danger. All these digimon visits are worrying him. Sorry."

Naoko spoke meekly and then bowed. He didn't want to leave them here but it wasn't Suku's job to worry about them. He told him they would be fine. They were a high enough level to be good on their own. Naoko and suku were still weak so they couldn't take chances.

"Suku you should say goodbye."

"No..."

Then they were just gone. Suku's words echoed a bit as they portaled away landing and then portaling again. Theyw ere going somewhere. Anywhere that would keep Naoko safe and Suku happy.

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